tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-82167990502566391792024-03-13T04:55:33.094-04:00Where's the Teacher?One invisible teacher trying to make sense of it all.Penelopehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05577413050164476723noreply@blogger.comBlogger56125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8216799050256639179.post-30539805138745702262013-08-21T19:05:00.001-04:002013-08-21T19:05:31.770-04:00Good byeI know I said I wasn't going to "give up" on this blog, but I am sick of blogger.<br />
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If you want to read my thoughts on education anymore, head over to <a href="http://basilonthewall.wordpress.com/">Basil on the Wall</a>. I have imported and reposted the stuff since this blog's "rebirth" there, including Scramble for Africa.<br />
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I'll be deleting this in a few weeks. Thanks for reading.Penelopehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05577413050164476723noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8216799050256639179.post-82951968428094484482013-03-25T20:55:00.000-04:002013-03-25T20:55:47.480-04:00Political Parties Project: Student FeedbackDuring the first semester, I had my AP government students complete a project in which they created their own political parties. They were sorted intro groups by their responses to a political orientation survey (using a Nolan chart so it was a little more fine-grained than the spectrum). They were responsible for creating everything about the party, from a name & logo to a platform, and then they campaigned for President. We did not get to have our debates due to school missed from Hurricane Sandy, but we did get to view their campaign ads before voting. I included a survey with the voting to get a little feedback about the project. <br />
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The first survey question was <b>"What was the best part about the project?"</b> The themes that I saw in students responses included working in a group, being creative, creating new ideas on politics, and learning through experience. Some particularly interesting student responses to the question were:<br />
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<li>"Giving students a <b>voice</b> to their beliefs, which are usually
written off as naive or subject to change and allowing other students to
rally behind what they in turn believe." </li>
<li>"Realizing that there really is no easy way to please everybody,
and that the government does the best that it can...most of the
time" </li>
<li>"The experience of being able to see how parties must come together with differing beliefs to make a compromise </li>
<li>"The best part of this project was how we got to learn about political campaigns by doing a campaign of our own." </li>
<li>"It was something a little bit different then I have ever done before and made class interesting." </li>
<li>"It was fun working with people that I usually don't talk to and finding out we have some of the same beliefs."</li>
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I then asked them <b>"What was the worst part about the project?" </b>There were 6 students who said nothing was! Always nice to hear. Others talked about how hard the platform was to make, unclear directions, issues with their group, and not having time for the debate due to the storm. Some also did not like making the ad as they weren't as comfortable making videos. Some quotes:<br />
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<li>"The actual serious work we had to do, but in reality I loved this project because the work was even manageable."</li>
<li>"I can't think of anything bad about this project. It was interesting and fun." </li>
<li>"It was hard to communicate with my group about the subject and get all
of the things done together because it required everybody's opinion all
of the time when we could not be together all of the time." </li>
<li>"The worst part was agreeing on issues...we all had the same basic idea
about our ideal government but butted heads on certain issues." </li>
<li>"The worst part of this project was that we didn't get to do the debate.
I was really looking forward to seeing how it all went with everyone's
different points of views." </li>
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The last question I asked was <b>how well their party worked together</b>. The answers are a lot harder to code as they gave me specific assessments for their group. There were some issues with communication, some students who were absent for a lot of work days, and one group that had a major personality conflict. I still struggle with the answer to how do you deal with the students who just want to work on their own no matter what, and also cooperative work when you have students with real disabilities related to social skills.<br />
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Overall, it seemed that they found the project valuable and fun. I have some ideas for next year on how to make the directions clearer and make it run a little smoother. The biggest thing I am still thinking about is how to help students improve at cooperative work. I may be incorporating it into my skills rubrics for my sort-of SBAR I plan to try with AP next year so I need ideas on how to actually teach and reinforce those skills.<br />
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I still think this is a major part of our problem as a society in dealing with education. We don't agree on what it's for, and we often say we think it's for one thing while legislating based on some completely antagonistic purpose. We expect miracles from a system that we denigrate while simultaneously hero-worshipping and hating the people who work in it.<br />
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I gagged during the Presidential debates last fall at the "I think we all love teachers" comment. I shouted at my television about how they sure have a funny way of showing it. (Side note: I tell my students this all the time. They do something ridiculous, I give them The Look, they say "You know I love you, Mrs ---", and I say "You sure have a strange way of showing it.") We talk about how great teachers are one minute and then complain about how lazy they are the next. We say that school is the best way out of poverty and then refuse to truly desegregate or fairly fund schools and then blame the teachers or the students or the parents or anything but the well-documented effects of poverty for our failures.<br />
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I'm tired of the talk about needing to improve our public education system so that our kids can compete in the 21st century world. (Read: We better improve our education system so those <i>scary yellow people</i> won't do better than us. I'm sorry, I can't even hear anything but the racist subtext anymore considering how often people immediately point to "oh no, China's growing" to prove that we aren't competing enough any more.) I'm tired of the talk about how education is the answer to our broken economy. (Really? So why are there so many angry un(der)employed college graduates right now?) I'm tired of all of this because it posits one sole purpose to education: creating compliant hard workers.<br />
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What about unlocking creativity? What about educating our citizens to make better choices than their forebearers did? What about creating empathy and an understanding of the strength in diversity embodied in our motto "e pluribus unum"? What about leaving the world a better place than we found it? (I firmly believe that this is golden rule #2: you leave anywhere you go <b>nicer</b> than you found it. Something to do with being a Girl Scout, I guess.)<br />
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Look, the reason our economy is in such a bad place is partly that we already live in a post-scarcity society. We don't actually need people to work that much in order to provide for everyone's basic needs. Accepting that won't bring massive profit, though, so we invent new needs and push a ridiculous tech cycle. That way no one is ever satisfied and people still have to work so hard that they don't get enough sleep or time with their families. We live in a world of overabundance, in which productivity continues to increase, and yet we seem to have to work more and more to keep treading water. How does this make sense?<br />
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I don't believe in the idea that hard work for work's sake is moral. Rather than worrying about how prepared our children are to do pointless work for the sake of beating another country, let's worry about how prepared they are to work together to make the world a better place.That's a purpose of public education that I can get behind.<br />
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How about you?Penelopehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05577413050164476723noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8216799050256639179.post-47040850293673469832013-01-02T15:03:00.004-05:002013-01-11T11:44:55.896-05:00Scramble for Africa redux<u><b>Scramble for Africa Plan </b></u><br />
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<li>Presort materials (map, squares, cut out goals) into packets. For a class of 30, you need 5 packets. </li>
<li>Separate students into groups of 6 & give a leader the Scramble for Africa packet. </li>
<li>Explain the rules: each student is a country trying to get territory in Africa according to a goal they will receive. Students will take territory by placing 1” squares of construction paper on the map. Each group goes clockwise around the circle, starting with Britain, taking turns placing the paper 1 piece at a time. Conflicts (papers overlapping) will be resolved through wars-- RPS. Loser’s square is put away and can’t be reused. Go until all nations have placed all squares.</li>
<li>Have them set up the desks in circles, pass out goals & papers. Students should not know each others’ goals—only their own. </li>
<li>Wait to start all at the same time. Give 15 minutes for the activity itself. </li>
<li>All wars should be conducted with your supervision. (I find that we have to go over a standard way to play RPS because students disagree.) </li>
<li>Afterwards: Ask how many achieved their goals and have volunteers read each nation’s goal. Connect to the real scramble for Africa by comparing to a real map of Africa in 1914. Create a compare/contrast Venn diagram together. </li>
<li>Return all materials & move desks back to normal – start notes on Africa </li>
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<u><b>Instructions as shown to students: </b></u><br />
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<li>Claim territory according to your goals. </li>
<li>Starting with Great Britain and going clockwise, place 1 piece of paper on the map to claim territory until all countries have used up their paper. </li>
<li>You may place over another country’s claim.</li>
<li>Once all countries have claimed territory, resolve any conflicts through wars. </li>
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<b>Rules for WAR </b><br />
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<li>Wars are conducted through Rock, Paper, Scissors. </li>
<li>Best 2/3 rounds wins, and keeps the territory. </li>
<li>Loser must remove their square and cannot place it back on the map. Your soldiers are dead. </li>
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<u><b>Goals</b></u><br />
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<li>Portugal – secure African coastal areas to help develop secure trade routes with Asia </li>
<li>England—secure a colonial empire (as much as you can) so we can build a transcontinental railroad that would extend from north to south. Keep port cities. </li>
<li>France—secure a transcontinental empire (as much as you can) from west to east. We also want to gain control of old trading posts on the west coast. </li>
<li>Germany—secure new colonies on the west coast and east coast for trading posts. We have no hold in Africa and really want one. </li>
<li>Spain—secure African coastal areas to help develop secure trade routes with Asia. </li>
<li>Italy—secure an African empire of any kind, we came into the imperialist race late and want to catch up. Closer to Italy is better. </li>
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<b>Note on proportions— </b><br />
My numbers and sizes are based on the students using an 8”x11” map of Africa. If you use a larger map (could be good) just adjust accordingly by making the squares larger, or upping each one by the same number of squares. The idea is that the amount of territory they can claim is related to how much was actually claimed by their nation.<br />
Portugal – 3 squares<br />
England—6 squares<br />
France—5 squares<br />
Germany—4 squares<br />
Spain—2 squares<br />
Italy—2 squares<br />
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I use a blank map of Africa with a few major physical features (rivers mostly) and important port cities labeled. Definitely no political boundaries. Keep your map in a sheet protector!Penelopehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05577413050164476723noreply@blogger.com12tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8216799050256639179.post-29743088089624745672012-12-16T21:09:00.005-05:002013-01-11T11:45:20.760-05:00All I can say...<a href="https://www.facebook.com/pages/Sandy-Hook-Elementary-School-Massacre-Memorial-Page/142591449223701">Sandy Hook ES Memorial Page </a>on Facebook. Remember the victims.Penelopehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05577413050164476723noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8216799050256639179.post-36488101826761499212012-12-16T20:36:00.001-05:002013-01-11T11:45:30.864-05:00Scramble for AfricaFor everybody that has commented about wanting copies of the Scramble for Africa game, I'm working on lesson plans for the imperialism unit this week (we jump in when we get back from break) and I plan to update the game and post it sometime soon.<br />
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Also, I recommend Rock-Paper-Scissors for solving silly classroom arguments in all situations, always. Best 2/3 with the teacher watching usually works.Penelopehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05577413050164476723noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8216799050256639179.post-81850723669519492962012-12-03T15:00:00.000-05:002013-01-11T11:47:00.737-05:00Walking the TightropeFriday morning I had some of my most difficult students with me for our remediation period. Students who, I'll be honest, I breathe a little sigh of relief when they're absent. Don't get me wrong-- I have NOT given up on them -- but some days it's nice not to have to participate in the struggle for a little while. I'm human. I only have so much energy.<br />
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Anyway, all of that aside, today was not what I expected. The three students I'm thinking of made up a quiz they were absent for. None of them did very well on it. We talked about doing quiz corrections. I used to do remediation sessions with retakes for quizzes weekly after school that were very successful. Now that we have no late activity buses and a half-hour remediation period, that really isn't practical. I haven't figured a good way to replicate it, so they get to correct quizzes for half points back.<br />
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After that, there was some time left so they were socializing. As it always seems to, conversation turned to teachers. Ms A was mean because she told them to be quiet. Mr B was great but if he didn't like you he'd just kick you out for anything. Ms C was always so rude. I asked them: "Why do you all like me and tell me I'm cool? I'm hard on you, I give you a hard time when you interrupt me, I write you up." (Every single one of them has had multiple detentions or referrals from me for behavior.) "Yeah, but you're not mean about it. You let us do groupwork sometimes. Ms A just wants you to listen to what she's saying bell to bell. And she's rude." "You have to push your buttons to get written up. It has to be serious."<br />
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I have been trying so hard this year to stay polite no matter what. To connect with some of these students who seem off-putting at first. To remember to love more than the easy-to-love. I wasn't sure if it made a difference at all. I guess it has?<br />
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I have also in the last month or so been working on remembering that along with the politeness, the patience, and the belief in every kid, comes the hard core. The alpha. The expectation that they will do what you say, that unquestioning confidence in authority. Teenagers don't respect authority that questions itself when it matters. Not that they don't want you to be human, and sometimes vulnerable, and apologize, but there's a time for taking no prisoners and they know if you have it in you.<br />
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I recently found <a href="http://singingpigs.wordpress.com/">Singing Pigs</a>. I love her blog - you should read it! Reading some of her posts helped me a lot with this. In particular, she reminded me that it's okay to let my snarky, sarcastic self out with them at times. I talked about this with a couple of building colleagues whose classroom management I respect. They are well-liked by students, the sort of teachers who the kids say are strict, but funny and interesting. They both are not hesitant to let the snarky side out because it works. They are also both people who the kids know they can go to for help when they need it and not get turned away. This is a hard balance to walk and I feel like I'm finally starting to find my way on the tightrope.<br />
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<a href="http://singingpigs.wordpress.com/2012/11/26/270/">Singing Pigs recently posted about being Alpha with teenagers</a>. It reminded me I need to remember when to do that. This was one of the hardest things for me to learn - I am naturally a mediator, a conciliator. Not only that, but as a fresh-out-of-college 23 year-old, I was incredibly uncomfortable with the idea of being an Authority Figure. Me? How could I be one? How could I enforce rules that I wasn't even sure I agreed with?<br />
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I've learned that it's another tightrope. Sometimes you can use it to your advantage--teenagers love to think they're in on something with you. Give them a little leeway but tell them they better be good when the admins come in. Ask them not to get you in trouble.<br />
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I'm still not a natural alpha, but I have my days. Days where I've got It. You know what happens on those days? The ones where you come in full of determination and plans on what to do if you have problems in class? They're good. They ask you if you're having a bad day and you say "No, I just need you to stop talking to him and pay attention for the rest of the notes. We'll be done in 15 minutes." And they do it. They can feel it in you, the readiness to Bring It when the problems show and most of them respect it.<br />
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Then there's the days when you're exhausted, you don't have the energy for confrontations, you just want it to be over so you can go home and get in your pjs and be in bed by 7pm. They know. They walk all over you.<br />
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This is why I came to the conclusion a few years ago that the BEST thing I could do to improve my teaching was to get enough rest. No more than 2 weeknights with less than 7 hours of sleep a week allowed. Sleeping in on Saturday until I'm fine. If I'm tired, I can't bring it. Now, sometimes the tired is emotional -- which is why I try to respect my own need for the periodic off-night. I don't have to grade papers for two hours every night. If I want to always get things back the next day, sure, but you know what? I think my students benefit more from a teacher who's awake enough to bring their A game than papers handed back right away. Yes, quick feedback is good, but does it matter if we get nothing of value done that day?<br />
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Wow, now I sound like I'm a genius of classroom management AND work-life balance. Nah. I just feel like I've made a few strides forward over the last month.<br />
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One of the pieces I've just started to put together is about bluntness. I'm not sure that's the right word -- basically, sometimes the best way to deal with teenagers being crazy is to name their sh**. Say things like "Did you really pour all the holes from hole-punch in her hair and think that would be okay?" Also "Since you're a terrible shot and can't actually make the basket with all those paper balls, you better pick them up and put them in there by the end of class." "Next time you go sharpen your pencil, which apparently needs sharpening after every sentence you write, go around BEHIND the projector."<br />
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It's not about starting a confrontation in which they feel they have to save face. Those never go well. It's about calling them out on ridiculous behavior that they KNOW is ridiculous. Showing that you know exactly what sort of nonsense they're getting up to. Calling them out on the whispers they think you didn't hear. Using those eyes in the back of your head. ;)<br />
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On the one hand, I feel like I should've figured this one out in the previous 7 years of teaching. On the other, I'm just glad that I've finally started to be able to know what I'm doing and use this intentionally, as a strategy. Penelopehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05577413050164476723noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8216799050256639179.post-73222249756447538792012-09-21T11:31:00.000-04:002013-01-11T11:47:52.861-05:00Flexibility is KEYThis is a follow-up to <a href="http://invisibleteacher.blogspot.com/2012/09/so-what-if-its-project.html">"So what if it's a project?" </a><br />
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I never did come up with a better project idea. I had the edges of something but I couldn't make it resolve. So I picked two of the more school-y but somewhat authentic projects (newspaper, conversation photostory) and let them pick. Before starting, though, we spent half an hour on a review warm-up (bellringer) that I planned as a quick thing. I saw with my first block class how much time they were taking to do it, but not in a "those kids are slacking" way - they were thinking hard about it and trying to do it without looking at their notes, and I decided that my planned 10 minutes of review at the beginning of class could be half an hour of letting them struggle with this. They struggled and then we discussed it. I asked them who was the easiest and then it just went from there.<br />
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What's the point? The point is flexibility. The point is the lesson plan is only the introduction to the story. I'm not always good at remembering that, but when I do, I am in that moment seeing what is happening for the students and willing to change around based on what I see on their faces and hear in their voices, those are some of my best moments as a teacher. This simple warm up was not something I expected to be a powerful learning experience - but something about it challenged them and they rose to that challenge and were willing to push through and work on it. I had kids who are not my 'hand-always-up' types coming up to me as I circulated and just let them work, and struggle, and say "Martin Luther was from Germany, right?" and the excitement in their voice at knowing this, at remembering without looking at their notes, got me excited.<br />
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After that it was time to introduce the projects. I went over the two options, they got in their groups and picked one, I handed out directions and spent the rest of class just circulating and helping out. I both love and hate those classes. I love it because I feel the most engaged with the students but I hate it because there's 26 kids in the room who all want a conversation with me to resolve their concerns so I'm worn out by the end of the period.<br />
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What happened with the projects? Out of 3 classes, only 4 groups are doing a photostory because a newspaper is easier. One group, however, took the two ideas and ran, asking if they could basically do a newscast. Some groups got into their newspapers, making it sound authentic. Some are basically rewriting the notes into their own words and calling it an article while others asked for textbooks and resources to look up additional information. Two kids called me out on details I remembered wrong. Although very few students did not get engaged and work hard, there were those few I didn't reach.<br />
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I don't know how to judge this in terms of success. Success at helping them grapple with the content? Some already got it and are just flying, others did have to go back and review and ask questions and seem to have learned from it, others seem not to be learning much from it, just completing the requirements. Success as a (somewhat) authentic project? Assuming the role of a newscaster or newspaper writer seems to have had an appeal to some students, but I'm not going to make big assertions about authenticity.<br />
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Overall I'm glad I went forward with the projects even if I couldn't make a grander idea resolve. Last week there was a lot of lecture in my regular World History classes, and to be honest, I got bored. If I'm bored, you KNOW the students are. Even if this wasn't the perfect implementation of project-based learning, it was a step in the right direction with a unit that I have previously struggled very hard with teaching. There's other topics where this is easy for me - the Industrial Revolution, for example, is incredibly easy to create simulations and stimulating activities for - but the Reformation has always been a struggle to teach well. For the first time in years I feel like I made progress on that.Penelopehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05577413050164476723noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8216799050256639179.post-47471197844301209752012-09-18T18:58:00.000-04:002013-01-11T11:47:36.603-05:00So what if it's a project?So today's dilemma is about World History II. I'm home planning with a little leisure time for once because we all got sent home after work and after school meetings were cancelled due to severe weather warnings. The plan was to slightly modify a skit project that one of my colleagues has his kids do on the Protestant Reformation. So I sat here and read through it again, thought about other project ideas, and then started to think some more.<br />
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The problem with this is that now I'm doubting my whole plan. If I weren't doubting it I could just make a few tweaks and be done and get up early to make the copies I would've made this afternoon. Given time to reflect, I start to doubt the entire premise.<br />
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See, history teachers like to do projects that are "<a href="http://biepbl.blogspot.com/2012/05/what-does-it-take-for-project-to-be.html">somewhat authentic</a>" - we're taught in college that this a better way to assess history knowledge and get kids interested in a subject than just lecture/notes and tests. The idea has been popularized by the History Alive! folks. Don't get me wrong - I like a lot of what they do. I'm just so skeptical anymore about standard history teacher projects.<br />
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As a new teacher I jumped into these ideas, following what I was taught. I've had some success but over the years I've come to be skeptical of projects like have the students write a newspaper on the Reformation or make skits or interview historical figures. Do the kids really learn more from doing this or do they focus on the product and not retain the information? Plus, how engaging are they, really? The kids who already come to my class with some motivation will find a hook, but those are the same kids that gave me gorgeously detailed artwork for an assignment on finding pictures related to each religion we studied in Unit 1. What about everybody else? Why should they care more about writing a fake newspaper about the Reformation than notes?<br />
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I know a lot of people's answer to this is audience. Despite some initial ideas I never really jumped into the idea of having kids blog or otherwise post schoolwork online. Honestly it doesn't seem that much better - it's just another form of the same old phony project. Like how webquests were going to be so awesome (I had to make one in college for my class on social studies specific pedagogies) but turned out to be just another form of making kids do research projects, except now there's a computer. I <b>do not believe</b> that adding a computer/the internet suddenly makes it better. Sorry.<br />
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Unfortunately all of this has left me with lots of questions and no answers. I have time in my schedule (for once) to do more than go over the basics of the Reformation and I already told the kids we're doing a group project starting tomorrow and I want to throw my existing plan out the window and it's 7pm.<br />
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So yeah, that's my dilemma right nw.Penelopehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05577413050164476723noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8216799050256639179.post-70191794549113489192012-08-22T14:48:00.001-04:002012-08-22T14:48:12.117-04:00Speaking of enough time...We've had students for two days now, but since we're on an A/B block schedule we really have two "first days" of school. The very first thing I have students do is fill out a short survey while I take the initial roll. The questions get at their attitudes to school, how they learn, what they think about history, and things like that. It finishes up by asking for three things that I can do as a teacher to help them learn and then three things they can do as a student. This year I'm using that to help lead into the discussion of classroom commitments.<br />
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I notice that many of my students (especially my sophomores) talk about time and pacing. Asking for me to not go too fast, give them enough time to understand or to complete work, things like that. This makes me sad. Sad because if I am overwhelmed by all the material in the 10th grade world history curriculum and how to "cover" it before May, I know it has to be worse for them. Sad because it makes me feel like I'm doomed from the start. I know it's a reasonable thing for them to say, just like I know that a reasonable pace with my material would involving cutting 1/3 of it out.<br />
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There has got to be a better way. I'm pretty seriously thinking about using some examples, like the <a href="http://worldhistoryforusall.sdsu.edu/">World History for us all curriculum</a> and the <a href="http://sheg.stanford.edu/?q=node/45">Reading Like a Historian stuff</a>, and completely reorganizing my first quarter. I didn't want to attempt that kind of structural change while prepping a new course this year, but I'm becoming more and more convinced that it's necessary. Once I get to the Industrial Revolution I feel more ok, since our pacing guide gives us more time on that material and students come to it with more prior knowledge. It's the beginning of the year where I feel so rushed and that needs to change.Penelopehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05577413050164476723noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8216799050256639179.post-43544388649991483812012-08-16T09:14:00.001-04:002012-08-16T09:14:31.703-04:00What do you mean, I actually have time for that?I have a million and one things I want to write about that I'm doing or thinking about this upcoming school year, but planning a new course (and my first AP one at that) has consumed my entire life. However, I wanted to say one thing: planning a course where I feel like I have plenty of time (maybe even too much?) is a very strange feeling. I took the AP units for US Gov't and laid them out on my calendar, adding the two VA required units (State&Local Gov, Financial Literacy) in the 4th quarter and I ended up with 11 extra blocks in the 3rd quarter based on my original ideas of how long I would have for each subject.<br />
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11 extra blocks! At 80 minutes per block, that's almost 15 hours of wiggle room in my planning. Last night as I was doing some reading in one of the AP study guides and starting to lay out my first unit, I looked at what I wanted to do in terms of introducing not only the content but some of the skills and strategies we'll be using throughout the year and felt like I needed more time to do all of that well, so I made the first unit an extra week long to allow time to properly set up the year. I was able to do this and not have to worry about running out of time. It was a strange and wonderful feeling.<br />
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Now, I understand that this course is often taught as a semester course (that's how I took it back in the day - 1st semester was US, 2nd comparative) and that's part of why I feel strangely free to stretch my wings here, but I don't care why. I'm loving the thought of actually having enough time to devote to building classroom community, teaching learning strategies and skills and reviewing without constantly hearing the tick-tock in my head from the curriculum.<br />
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I've long thought that most of our curricula try to squeeze too much into the school year, and now I'm convinced. This is what planning <i>should</i> be like.Penelopehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05577413050164476723noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8216799050256639179.post-78422011611343416982012-08-15T08:51:00.000-04:002012-08-15T08:51:15.612-04:00Don't Let Me Forget This"No technique will ever work equally well for all students, for all classes, and on all days, regardless of how brilliantly it is executed."<br />
- Weimer, <i>Learner-Centered Teaching, </i>p.191Penelopehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05577413050164476723noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8216799050256639179.post-87469146067051805182012-08-07T22:08:00.001-04:002013-01-11T11:48:20.861-05:00Having an "Invisible" Disability while TeachingI do have some things to say about the AP Institute I attended last week and the last few chapters of Awakening the Sleeping Giant, but those posts are still incubating and this is really on my mind right now. <br />
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Once upon a time, last weekend, there was a couple who bought a bed. They'd been sleeping on mattresses on the floor since forever and finally decided to put them on a bedframe. Since they bought the bed at Ikea it took most of a day of frustration to assemble, only to turn out not to fit the mattresses. The mattresses claimed to be queen sized and so did the bed, yet the bed was too big for the mattresses. After some frustration the couple gave up on having a bed and started to disassemble that one to return to Ikea. It was late and they were tired and frustrated and at one point the wife dropped a large chunk of the bed on her right foot, breaking her big toe. It hurt a lot. A few days later she went to get groceries while wearing the ugly shoe the doctor gave her for her right foot and was relieved at how easy it was to ask for a riding cart when she had such an obvious reason for it.<br />
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Enough third person. I've used the riding cart before, and probably should have more often, but normally I feel incredibly awkward asking for it. See, I'm dealing with the acute and temporary mobility issue of a broken toe right now but I also have a chronic issue: rheumatoid arthritis. If you're not familiar with the term invisible disability, I think it can be easily summed up by the image of apparently-healthy-looking me feeling awkward asking for a riding cart at the grocery store because I don't obviously need it.<br />
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<a name='more'></a>I've long hesitated to refer to myself as being disabled or having a disability. I had long periods where I seemed and felt normal. My arthritis wasn't <i>that bad</i>, I hadn't earned the right to consider it a disability with <i>enough</i> suffering. However, being an adult struggling with managing this chronic disease has forced to me to realize what a huge impact it has had on my life, even on the good days. I guess that's a part of growing up- I can't just pretend to myself anymore that it's all great except for the occasional pain.<strike></strike> This disease complicates my life in all sorts of ways.<br />
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I don't normally think about ableism and education from this angle - normally I'm looking at issues relating to how the system deals with disabled students, but I was reading some of the #edchat on twitter and comments about good teachers don't sit behind their desks and lecture just really bothered me. For one thing, how many teachers have you ever had that actually sat behind a desk and lectured? I've only ever had one. I seriously think that people are arguing against a straw Bad Teacher archetype when they make the point in this fashion.<br />
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I do understand where the rhetoric comes from- I
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present in the room with your students. However, being present in the room is a much more complex issue than just not lecturing from behind your desk. I mean, you can stand up and lecture, is that any better? What if you sit behind your desk while students work in collaborative groups? The point is that what people are really talking about is making sure that you are in that room with those students, paying attention to what is really happening, not the imaginary perfect lesson in your head, which is a good point, but what they are saying is "don't sit down or you are the WORST TEACHER EVER" which is not only wrong but ableist.<br />
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There are times when I have to sit down. I have learned to be better about this - to listen more to the cues of my joints (especially my knees, where I developed tendinitis as a complication from arthritis at one point). There are days where walking around the room a lot is simply not an option for me. I have a stool in my room now so that I can sit and be high up and see everybody when I'm having one of those days. I have learned to tell students that it's a bad day for my knees and I'll be sitting at my desk while they work but they can come ask questions. I have had to learn to use other forms of presence besides standing right behind a kid. I'm still working on it, but I think it has in some ways made me a better teacher.<br />
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Ugh. Sorry, that sounded too much like an overly-heartwarming news story about some disabled person and how they're a better person because of their disability. In case you were wondering, real disabled people hate that trope with a burning passion.<br />
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It took me a while to learn to speak about my issues with RA, not only to students, but to my colleagues and administration. Just as it can be hard to admit to students that you made a mistake, it can be hard to talk about having a chronic disease, especially if it's something that is not obvious. We all get told a certain amount of the "don't show weakness" form of management, and even if you don't buy into it sometimes it affects how you think. So although I don't really think having arthritis has somehow made me a better teacher, I do think that learning to be open to my students about this issue has helped me learn the value of 'showing weakness' and a little more personal openness with my students.<br />
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Actually, I think it's harder to talk to colleagues and administration about it. Asking for accommodations can be incredibly scary - a few years ago when I was first dealing with the tendinitis and I wasn't supposed to go up and down stairs much it was very hard to say anything to anyone. Any time I asked for an accommodation I felt like I was whining, or didn't deserve it, or would be perceived as trying to get out of work. I wasn't even asking for much - a stool, to not have a duty downstairs so I could only do the stairs at the beginning and end of my day, all my copies to be on the upstairs machine for the same reason - but it felt like a huge deal to ask.<br />
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Of course, these issues are all symptoms of wider cultural issues with disability. After all, people with much more serious mobility issues than I have deal with some pretty serious discrimination and ignorance about their needs everywhere. People are often made to feel bad for asking for accommodations that they legitimately need. So I'm not surprised by any of this, exactly, just pointing out another facet of the issue. I know a lot of people have pointed out that too often we assume in our discourse about "good" and "bad" teaching that teachers are superheroes and therefore we leave out the reality of being a good teacher while being a real human being. Well, we also often ignore the reality of teachers with disabilities. So take a moment to think before you post some trite advice about sitting and teaching and think about what you really mean first.Penelopehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05577413050164476723noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8216799050256639179.post-51350730554777368952012-08-06T11:00:00.000-04:002012-08-06T11:00:02.709-04:00AtSG Ch. 4<i> The book we are reading for the summer for the Teacher Leadership Academy is <u>Awakening the Sleeping Giant: Helping Teachers Develop as Leaders</u> by Marilyn Katzenmeyer and Gayle Moller. I'm blogging chapter by chapter my thoughts and impressions. </i><br />
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<b>Chapter 4: Understanding Myself and Others as Teachers and Leaders</b><br />
The title nicely sums up the point of the chapter. Going to do this one a different way, with some quotes from the chapter and then my thoughts about them.<br />
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<i>p. 69: "It is difficult for them [teachers] to think differently about schools when traditional education served them so well."</i><br />
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I find this to be very true, even as someone whose education to be a teacher focused on non-traditional methods and ideas from the start (Gettysburg was all about constructivism, George Mason focused on progressive and social justice education, with a nice dose of action-research and collaboration). I know that many things work better than the traditional education I got in much (not all!) of my schooling, I know that how I learn is unusual, but I still find myself seeing it as the default. It's what I do when I'm out of interesting ideas - and anything else still counts in my head as an interesting idea.<br />
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<i>p.70: "Inviting teachers to compare what they say they believe with their actions can also test their assumptions." "The focus of the school may be proclaimed through a lofty mission statement, but the actual practice in the school may violate the expressed mission and supporting values."</i><br />
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Yes and yes! I had a huge crisis of faith in myself as a teacher when I realized how far my teaching style had strayed from what I truly believe is important due to the pressure to conform to the state standards and have students succeed on the state test. Grad school helped me start to find ways to do both, but it is still hard. I doubt it will ever be easy since the educational philosophy that the whole idea of standardized testing is based on is opposed to much of what I believe about education. As for schools, it often feels like the mission statement of most should actually be "our mission is to make AYP." As a teacher I've learned that what you assess is what students focus on and put more effort into. The same holds true for schools. Nobody assesses us on "preparing digital citizens" or "creating lifelong learners" or whatever other buzzwords we've stuffed into our mission statements, so most of our effort actually goes to the things we do get judged on.<br />
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<i>p. 71 "The balance between the needs of different generations is a major factor in today's schools."</i><br />
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I often tend to discount a lot of generational politics and generalization. I feel like a lot of it is silliness drummed up to make news. Also, people have been complaining about people younger than them being lazy, selfish good-for-nothings since there have been people older than other people. ("I see no hope for the future of our people if they are dependent on frivolous youth of today, for certainly all youth are reckless beyond words... When I was young, we were taught to be discreet and respectful of elders, but the present youth are exceedingly wise [disrespectful] and impatient of restraint." - Hesiod, 8th century BC). <br />
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However, I do give some credit to their discussion of generational differences in context of their later discussion of the fact that teachers will be at different stages of adult development and have different life responsibilities that may be affecting their willingness to step forward as a leader or get involved in change. Certainly someone who has young children is going to have a different perspective on work than someone who is old enough to be my parent and already done raising their kids. I like the reminders that they give to realize that your colleagues who you might want to diss for not participating may have other priorities or issues you don't know about.<br />
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<i>p. 77 Disillusioned: "Teachers may have begun their careers with an idealistic view, but after years of disappointment in frequently shifting innovations, they may protect themselves by refusing to accept change."</i><br />
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This is incredibly common. I know it is one of the major factors discouraging change among many teachers that I know - why put effort into something that you will be told to stop doing in a year or two? It's also completely understandable - how are they to know that this change will actually be supported and given a chance to mature? Also, teachers are so often taught some new strategy that we have to use without being shown any justification behind it. Often there is no valid scientific basis for all sorts of educational fads.<br />
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<i>p. 79 "A first step may be to facilitate activities that focus teachers' attention on the diversity of educational philosophies in a specific school."</i><br />
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This would be really interesting to do in my building - I'm very curious to see the results and discuss it! I went ahead and did the educational philosophy assessment in the back of the book that they refer to, but I'm still organizing my thoughts about it. <br />
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<i><br /></i>Penelopehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05577413050164476723noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8216799050256639179.post-53461068568909550042012-07-30T11:00:00.000-04:002012-07-30T11:00:01.915-04:00Awakening... Ch. 3<i> The book we are reading for the summer for the Teacher Leadership Academy is <u>Awakening the Sleeping Giant: Helping Teachers Develop as Leaders</u> by Marilyn Katzenmeyer and Gayle Moller. I'm blogging chapter by chapter my thoughts and impressions. </i><br />
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<b>Chapter 3: Developing Teacher Leaders </b><br />
Coming back to the idea that teachers can learn to lead, this chapter discusses professional development and the supports needed for teacher leaders. The criticisms of existing professional development are sound. Their ideas for what constitutes good professional development seem to include collaboration, problem-solving, follow-up support and applicability to the workplace. They all sound good to me! Generally I didn't underline or make many notes for this chapter - I agreed with a lot of it but nothing stood out to me as a new thought on the issues.<br />
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The chapter includes a self-assessment for how ready you are to be a teacher leader in different areas. My strongest area was self-awareness. My two weakest were communication and diversity - because although I can communicate, I don't do so enough. That has a lot to do with being an introvert. Diversity was basically seeing and accepting other perspectives - which surprised me to be so weak - but then I thought about the fact that I don't do that as well at work as outside of it.<br />
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After discussing self awareness the chapter also brings up the differences among colleagues that can make change hard: "whenever schools attempt to make change, conflict is a natural result." (p. 59) I have a very conflict-avoidant personality, and I'm realizing that my hesitance to get involved in anything I see as potentially creating conflict is a large part of why I'm so shy to stand out as a leader. The idea that conflict is almost inevitable and<i> that's okay</i> is actually pretty freeing in my mind. It shifts my perspective from feeling responsible for creating a conflict when I should have somehow avoided it to accepting that conflict will arise and learning how to do deal with it.<br />
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Looking back at the last year as my building has tried to put into place a remediation period designed by the teachers, I can see this, and I can see that we have all developed a better understanding of the consensus process. Last summer, as we were developing the program, small disagreements led to long arguments and people were often unwilling to give in a point even after the vote went to another one. This summer as we worked on changes to the program, it felt much calmer. People brought up their ideas, disagreements were stated, we came to a decision and moved on.<br />
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<br />Penelopehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05577413050164476723noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8216799050256639179.post-62004837006440523902012-07-25T11:00:00.000-04:002012-07-25T11:00:01.826-04:00Awakening... ch.2<i>The book we are reading for the summer for the Teacher Leadership Academy is <u>Awakening the Sleeping Giant: Helping Teachers Develop as Leaders</u> by Marilyn Katzenmeyer and Gayle Moller. I'm blogging chapter by chapter my thoughts and impressions. </i><br />
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<b>Chapter 2: Promoting Teacher Leadership</b><br />
This chapter is about why we should promote teacher leadership. Again, I felt like many things I thought were expressed more clearly. I wrote "yes!" in margins a lot. In particular, I like the discussion of creating and modeling democratic communities. I have been ranting about the ways that schools need to model democracy if we want people to participate more in democracy since I was in high school, so of course I agreed with that. They also discuss common obstacles to building this, such as culture or administration unwilling to share power.<br />
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I found their explanation of how describing a school as a family can actually be detrimental to the culture *fascinating.* We tend to talk about the C--- Family in my building, which had occasionally made me uneasy but I'd never really given it much thought. It does have positive aspects, such as the support we give each other when people are facing outside problems. However, they point out that the idea of a school as a family "preserves the hierarchical structure in which the administrators are the parents and the other faculty and staff members are dependent children." (p.27) This is in direct opposition to the idea of a democratic community where everyone is equal, and can cause conflict when trying to change a school.<br />
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The finding that "unless teachers were involved in the decision-making around the innovation, there was little chance that the reform efforts would succeed" did not surprise me. (p.28) The reality is that any change that teachers don't buy into, they will follow along with enough to fill out all the necessary paperwork (grumbling all the while) and no more. The best way to get people to buy into something is to give them a chance to be part of the decision - then they have a stake in it, and may even feel responsible for making it succeed since it was, in part, their idea.<br />
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They also point the ways that mandates can make teachers feel that they are not treated as professionals - and I know from experience how much it hurts to be highly qualified in something and then basically treated like a robot who doesn't have the brains to make their own decisions about what to do or how to do it. I firmly believe that in any endeavor, when you have experts, you tell the experts your goal and then <b>leave them alone to achieve it.</b> Unfortunately, this does not happen in public education.<br />
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Another chunk of the chapter concerns itself with the benefits of teacher leadership. It's a long list, but two items really stood out for me. One was retaining excellent teachers - they mention that the "teacher shortage" exists because we are not retaining teachers, not because people don't want to be teachers. This is very very true. Related was the idea of career enhancement - based on the problem of "how to provide an environment in which good teachers are motivated throughout their careers." (p. 33) I posted along time ago about this issue - what was keeping me motivated at that time was how much I cared about teaching well and not repeating my mistakes, but caring on its own is a finite resource. This is a big source of teacher burnout.<br />
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Finally they debunk some assumptions they've encountered about teacher leadership. The most interesting one to me was the discussion of the idea that leaders are born. They disagree, obviously, and feel that leadership skills can be learned. More importantly, they talk about the need for effective professional development around leadership, so that teachers are supported and have chances to practice leadership skills. I guess I found this reassuring because I have been just getting my feet wet as a teacher leader and thinking that my inability to jump right in meant I wasn't really suited for it. The idea that this is something I can learn to do and get help practicing sounds great!Penelopehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05577413050164476723noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8216799050256639179.post-79071387100844731012012-07-23T11:00:00.000-04:002012-07-23T11:00:00.884-04:00Awakening the Sleeping Giant: Ch. 1<i>The book we are reading for the summer for the Teacher Leadership Academy is <u>Awakening the Sleeping Giant: Helping Teachers Develop as Leaders</u> by Marilyn Katzenmeyer and Gayle Moller. I'm blogging chapter by chapter my thoughts and impressions. </i><br />
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<b>Chapter 1: Understanding Teacher Leadership</b><br />
Reading this chapter felt like someone had taken a lot of my vague criticisms and unease with my situation over the last few years and laid it out, nice and clearly, with suggestions on how to make things better. <br />
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It starts out with the idea that the best way to improve schools is to invest in teacher learning, and create a leadership structure that includes teachers. Yes please? They talk about the challenge of school reforms that are top down - when the principal or whoever initiated the reform leaves, it can be very hard to sustain if the teachers have not bought into it or do not continue to get the support needed to pursue it. I think this is one of the biggest issues that schools face - building structures to allow for continuous improvement that doesn't rely on a few key people doing all the work. I know that many reform schools have done great work and then failed when new management was brought in or the key idea people left. I can see this in my own quite ordinary school - ideas without a champion die.<br />
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They also spend some time criticizing existing models of professional development, because it "does not result in changed teacher behavior in the classroom unless follow-up coaching and support are offered." (p. 4) I paused here and thought about the prof. dev. I 'd attended through the district compared to my grad program, which had teams and thus the support was strongly embedded in the structure. That had much more affect on what I did in the classroom than anything else I'd experienced. It seems obvious, after all, we don't expect our students to change habits without follow-up support. Yet I still periodically sit through professional development activities which will never be mentioned again.<br />
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A lot of the chapter discusses just what a teacher leader is and barriers that many teachers face to becoming leaders. I did like that they discussed both formal and informal leadership roles for teachers. One thing that I think was very absent from the discussion was the role of the internet in teacher leadership. According to them, one of the aspects of a teacher leader is that they "lead within and beyond the classroom." (p.6) Looking around at the influence of people whose blogs I've read or who I've communicated with on twitter about education, I can see that online communication allows us many new opportunities to be leaders. This is very valuable, and missing in a discussion that focuses on in-building leadership.<br />
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They also talk about how hard it can be to build a professional learning community. I know that this is becoming the next big educational buzzword (and acronym, PLC and PLN are showing up everywhere now) and I really worry that the concept is not given the thought it deserves before being attempted. Just like other fads that had some value before people tried to simplify and spread them, I guess. I am hopeful that this will not be true in my building/district, because I have been seeing acknowledgment on many levels of the time and effort creating this community will take.Penelopehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05577413050164476723noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8216799050256639179.post-28870509401824658172012-07-20T12:25:00.000-04:002012-07-20T12:25:04.651-04:00A RebirthHello? If anyone still has this on their reader, I'm back! <br />
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This blog faded away while I was in grad school. I have a few unfinished drafts based on readings we were doing but the reality is that all of my writer-brain was absorbed in writing papers and journals for grad school. Then I graduated in the summer of 2010 (yay!) and promptly all my free time was absorbed by packing and moving. That fall I went back to work thinking that I would go back to blogging, but instead I started a year-long stretch of physical therapy three afternoons a week. If you've ever done pt, you know how it can eat up your free time.<br />
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For a while I was going to give up on this blog entirely and start a new one because I've been wanting to write again but I have grown and learned and generally am not the person who wrote here regularly four years ago. However, I reread one of my old posts about how I have a bad habit of giving up on things when they get hard and starting over, so I figured I shouldn't do that this time.<br />
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This year I will be teaching a new class for the first time in years - AP government. I'm really excited, as I'd hit a point with World II where it felt like I'd tried everything, including ideas that I previously gave up on as too out there, and had run dry. At the same time, I know how much *work* learning a new curriculum is going to be, especially since I will probably still be teaching World II and USH (or at least one of those) too.<br />
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I am also participating in this thing our county is running called the "Teacher Leadership Academy" that should be very interesting. Over the couple of years since graduating I've started taking hesitant steps towards more leadership in my building, which is something my grad program encouraged but that I have always been hesitant to do. The next few posts I have planned will mostly be reading journals related to that and the summer reading I assigned myself. I am also going to a week of AP training soon, which I am excited about. If I have time/internet while at that, I hope to blog about it a little.<br />
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I'm currently working on a sort of master plan for the 2012-13 school year for myself, goals for myself and my classes. I hope to incorporate more blogging in there somehwere.Penelopehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05577413050164476723noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8216799050256639179.post-26770652793441721522010-02-11T18:35:00.003-05:002010-02-11T18:42:26.741-05:00Interesting article about long terms effects of the recession<a href="http://theobsidianfiles.wordpress.com/2010/02/11/excellent-article-on-the-great-recession-at-the-atlantic/">Take a read</a>! There's a lot of apparently depressing research about the impacts of unemployment on things like future earnings and physical health. Basically, people just a year or two younger than me who graduated into the Great Recession will probably earn $100,000 less than me over an identical career and will be significantly more likely suffer from depression, alcoholism and so on. Blerg.<br /><br />What stuck out at me, though, was this:<br /><blockquote style="font-style: italic;">Ron Alsop, a former reporter for The Wall Street Journal and the author of The Trophy Kids Grow Up: How the Millennial Generation Is Shaking Up the Workplace , says a combination of entitlement and highly structured childhood has resulted in a lack of independence and entrepreneurialism in many 20-somethings. They’re used to checklists, he says, and “don’t excel at leadership or independent problem solving.” Alsop interviewed dozens of employers for his book, and concluded that unlike previous generations, Millennials, as a group, “need almost constant direction” in the workplace. “Many flounder without precise guidelines but thrive in structured situations that provide clearly defined rules.”</blockquote>This is very true of my students. The article blames it on parenting and teaching methods. They may be right, but I'm not sure what can be done about it. My giant, year-long research project for grad school is all about encouraging student self-sufficiency and independence. It's going...ok. There's a lot of things we can do as teachers to push students, but in all of them there comes a point where the student has to be willing to put in the work and to persevere when things get hard. I can't do it for them, that's the whole point!<br /><br />So if this is already a problem by high school, when and how can it be fixed? How can children be encouraged not to have falsely high self-esteem but the kind of deep confidence that allows one to push through when things get hard?Penelopehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05577413050164476723noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8216799050256639179.post-90269351372404665622009-09-18T22:22:00.001-04:002009-09-18T22:26:43.341-04:00Make them ThinkOne of the great things about planning for this school year was going back through my various journals, notes and so on from the last couple of school years. It was fun to see notes to myself to try ideas that I had done last year, and had made work. I really got a sense of making actual progress in my teaching skills over the last couple of years.<br /><br />Last year the big thing was trying the History <span _fcktemp="1"></span>Alive! style notebook and really focusing on having a transformative/higher-level thinking activity to go with every topic. It is a pain to grade, as I was expecting, but the insights into what the kids actually understand have been so useful that it's worth it. So this year the big change has been focusing on making them think, including making them think about how they learn. I know, crazy, expecting self-awareness and metacognition from 10th/11th graders!<br /><br />(Pause for a moment to imagine a classroom where "that's so meta" jokes can actually be made.)<br /><br />There's a lot of issues rolled up in "make them think". It starts small -- refusing to answer questions that amount to "tell me what to do because I'm too lazy to read directions/look at the board" and instead pointing at the directions. Getting out of the habit of going over reading questions & giving answers but still finding ways to discuss the information with the class. Making them offer opinions and back them up.<br /><br />Then we get to doing things like giving regular learning log assignments that amount to asking them to reflect on how various class activities affect their learning, what they're doing, and what they could do better. I am loving those! It is so fascinating to see students' varied opinions of themselves as students, where they're happy, where they struggle, and what they think of all my crazy activities. I leave comments here and there -- encouraging, offering suggestions, pointing out what they do well, asking for clarification. It gives me a chance to give detailed feedback that's not tied to a grade*, and also to hear a little more from my shy students and introverts.**<br /><br />Here's a great example -- today in US History they worked in partners to rewrite a section of the Declaration of Independence in their own words and we posted them on a wall and did a Gallery Walk. Afterwards, I asked them to reflect on what they learned from the activity, what grievances seemed the worst to them, and whether the colonists were justified in declaring independence. I only got to read a few of the entries so far but they were very interesting. It shows you pretty quickly who is taking things seriously and who isn't, too. Sometimes the kids who would seem to be keeping up because they're good at getting the right answers from someone get revealed by the lack of depth in their answers.<br /><br />Another example is that in World History I had them complete a Study Skills checklist survey a couple of weeks ago and make a study goal. I told them to make sure the goal was realistic, something they could achieve for the next few quizzes. Today I handed back their third quiz and asked them about how they're doing towards the goal. One student asked "Do you want the real truth?" I said "Of course." "Well, it's just that I know some teachers have an attitude of what I don't know doesn't hurt me." "Not me." "So I can put that I studied during watching 300 and didn't really learn a lot?" "Yup." That conversation is important to me because I want my students to see that I'm not doing this so they can write what I want to hear to get brownie points.<br /><br />Another learning log that I had them do was when they got their notebooks back after the first check at the end of Unit 1. Since I have very specific and somewhat unusual expectations, I knew from the beginning that some students would need help meeting them. Some also need to realize that I'm serious about them -- you can tell them all you like your expectations the first week of school but if they don't see results (grades, reinforcement) from them they'll forget all about them. So after I handed back their notebooks I asked them to look through, read all the comments along with the grades and answer a few questions about it.<br /><br />You get the idea. It was rather insane when I needed to grade all their notebooks at the end of the unit. I'm working on figuring out how to stagger it a little bit. It also didn't all go smoothly -- I have one class with some serious attitude and students who despite it all couldn't understand why they got an F.***<br /><br />--------<br />* In reading through the research for grad school last year I learned that one of the key things to making formative assessment work is detailed, useful feedback. However, research also shows that many students will ignore feedback if a grade is also given and just look at the grade. So giving feedback w/o grades becomes important.<br /><br />** As hard as you try, some students talk more in class and some sit there quietly, doing what they should but not giving you any indication of what goes on in their heads.<br /><br />*** Still trying to figure out how to deal with a certain attitude. These are the ones that complain every time we do anything that smacks of work, and everything is work to them. They take bad grades as a personal affront even when I can point to a clear rubric handed out Day 2 and where they fit on it. They think it's ok to shout complaints across the classroom and don't get why I ask them to wait and speak to me privately. So far my strategies involve being calm, polite and reasonable no matter what they say and making sure I've CYAed with clear expectations.Penelopehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05577413050164476723noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8216799050256639179.post-48019444759535197382009-06-29T13:06:00.003-04:002009-06-29T13:18:15.538-04:00Ahh, ResearchI'm taking a break from the thinking-in-circles my research paper for grad school has become. A bit of context, since I haven't written much about it: this is the final paper summing up my semester-long research project on formative assessment and remediation. It's due in a week, and I present on it two days after that. I have the claims I had already figured out about halfway through, but I'm looking at the rest of my data and going "uhhhh...." right now. Lots of patterns, bits of ideas, but I'm not sure any of it makes another solid claim. Blegh.<br /><br />While taking a break, I've been catching up on my edu-blogs a bit. I'm sad to see that Dan Meyer <a href="http://blog.mrmeyer.com/?p=1882">has decided to go PhD</a> and stop teaching, although I'm sure it's the right move for him. Still, a lot of my experimenting with assessment this year is owed to his insightful rants on <a href="http://blog.mrmeyer.com/?cat=48">How Math Must Assess.</a> Of course, I have to go in very different directions with what I do, history being rather different than math. :)<br /><br />I also ran into this post that's worth spreading: <a href="http://www.toddseal.com/rodin/2009/06/how-will-we-survive/">How Will We Survive?</a><br /><blockquote>"My library has already been cut. We will have no bookroom clerk, making novels almost an impossibility and replacement costs much higher than previous years for sure. We will lose one adviser, the person we send students to when they are problematic. We will have a total of fifteen more students each day, meaning that we’ll teach five and a half classes for the same pay as we usually get for teaching just five..."</blockquote>It's not quite that bad around here, but we will be losing staff, gaining kids, and considering the drama that already exists around copies I can't wait to see what happens next year with reduced budget. Still, I find myself hopeful about next year. All those problems will just be little obstacles, and I'll be too busy worrying about giant finishing grad school project & really getting to grips with my problems with classroom management to focus on copy room drama.Penelopehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05577413050164476723noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8216799050256639179.post-71459123539694974302009-04-18T18:10:00.004-04:002009-04-18T18:27:21.555-04:00A Mathematician's LamentI recently came across<a href="http://www.maa.org/devlin/devlin_03_08.html"> this fascinating article</a> about everything that's wrong with math education according to Paul Lockhart. (Click through and read the <a href="http://www.maa.org/devlin/LockhartsLament.pdf">pdf</a>, I promise, it's worth it.)<br /><br />He starts with the idea of what music or art classes would be like if taught as math is:<br /><blockquote>"A musician wakes from a terrible nightmare. In his dream he finds himself in a society where music education has been made mandatory. “We are helping our students become more competitive in an increasingly sound-filled world.” Educators, school systems, and the state are put in charge of this vital project. Studies are commissioned, committees are formed, and decisions are made— all without the advice or participation of a single working musician or composer.<br /><br />Since musicians are known to set down their ideas in the form of sheet music, these curious black dots and lines must constitute the “language of music.” It is imperative that students become fluent in this language if they are to attain any degree of musical competence; indeed, it would be ludicrous to expect a child to sing a song or play an instrument without having a thorough grounding in music notation and theory. Playing and listening to music, let alone composing an original piece, are considered very advanced topics and are generally put off until college, and more often graduate school."<br /></blockquote>This goes on for a few pages before he gets into the real rant. His main point is that math is actually as creative an endeavor as art or music or history or anything else generally recognized to be interesting and creative, yet we teach it as something to memorize and practice and kill most students' interest in it. I think there are some elements of his argument that could be critiqued, but he does have some valid points.<br /><br />It certainly appeals to the part of me that never remembered formulas but did remember the principles the formulas were based on, and would re-derive them all on the test because that was more fun than memorization. His "real" description of the standard math courses seems pretty accurate, especially in judging the utter uselessness of Algebra II and PreCalc. (Do you know how many definitions of limits we had to learn? Me either, but it was a lot. Why? We never used them in Calc.) Despite all that, I enjoyed math, because solving a problem is fun, an interesting challenge, and has a definite end-point. This is a much-needed break when you're also writing papers, themes and doing research--there's always more research you could do, more editing you could give that paper. At least, that's how I feel: I'm never done with a writeen assignment until I turn it in, and even then I'm only turning it in because it's due now.<br /><br />Anyway, I started to write because I could take a lot of his points and apply them to history. As I've mentioned, I don't actually think that the point of learning history is to learn a set of facts. Especially not the set of facts currently contained in the curriculum, which are heavily political history biased, as well as being heavily biased in general. Facts without context are useless. (A problem he has with formulas, heh.)<br /><br />Context isn't the whole problem though--I don't really want my students to learn history because I think they need to know everything that ever happened, or even certain important events that happened. I want my students to learn to do history: to analyze primary sources, to go digging for information, to construct narrative around a pile of facts, to argue interpretations of said pile of facts, to wrestle with deeper questions of morality and human nature and to think. Lots of thinking. Just as Lockhart wants his students to discover math for themselves, I feel that the most valuable history is that which you discover for yourself.Penelopehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05577413050164476723noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8216799050256639179.post-71111234904470292282008-12-06T22:29:00.003-05:002008-12-06T22:33:51.796-05:00What is the purpose of public education?No, really, I want to know.<br /><br />I know what I think the purpose should be, but I'm pretty sure that the current system is some sort of purposeless monster stumbling around like a headless chicken while we argue about whether to bring it back to life with electricity, clockwork or good old-fashioned black magic.<br /><br />(Okay, that was a little grotesque.) It's just that I've become pretty convinced that we can't fix anything until we can agree as a society on what we want our public education system to achieve.<br /><br />What do you think is our purpose? (Multiple purposes are acceptable, I suppose.)Penelopehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05577413050164476723noreply@blogger.com11tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8216799050256639179.post-28114629638404307702008-08-16T14:08:00.003-04:002008-08-16T14:28:32.573-04:00Dear Hollywood: Go make insipid movies about some other professionOne of the requirements for my first session of grad classes this summer was to watch <span style="font-style: italic;">Freedom Writers</span> and discuss the different assumptions the students & Ms Gruwell brought to school. Luckily, our professors are open to critical interpretations of everything, so we could have a good discussion about the problems with the Hollywood version of teaching.<br /><br />How is she only ever shown teaching one class a day? What about her other 150+ students, are they not good enough for her field trips and dinners and such? Seriously, she may have taken two extra jobs, but you can't make me believe she had enough money to buy 180 copies of every book she wanted her students to read. (Where am I getting this number? I teach six classes of between 25 & 30 students each year, so I think it's pretty reasonable to assume that she has at least as many students as me.)<br /><br />There are a lot of other issues with this movie, and the whole genre of heroic teacher movies. As <a href="http://www.nytimes.com/2007/01/19/opinion/19moore.html?pagewanted=1&_r=1">a recent op-ed at the NY Times</a> explains:<p></p><blockquote><p>While no one believes that hospitals are really like “ER” or that doctors are anything like “House,” no one blames doctors for the failure of the health care system. From No Child Left Behind to City Hall, teachers are accused of being incompetent and underqualified, while their appeals for better and safer workplaces are systematically ignored. </p><p>Every day teachers are blamed for what the system they’re just a part of doesn’t provide: safe, adequately staffed schools with the highest expectations for all students. But that’s not something one maverick teacher, no matter how idealistic, perky or self-sacrificing, can accomplish.</p></blockquote><br />If the only way to be a good teacher is be as self-sacrificing as Ms Gruwell, then we have a problem. Actually, there's no "if" about it. <a href="http://practicaltheory.org/">Chris Lehmann</a>, principal of SLA often talks about issues of sustainability and system in teaching. Just the other day he had a <a href="http://practicaltheory.org/serendipity/index.php?/archives/1007-Teaching-and-Shortcuts.html">good post</a>, in which he said:<br /><blockquote>But if being a great teacher is only achievable by Herculean effort, we're going to always struggle to create systemic reform. What do we need to do to make it easier for more and more teachers to always make that right choice toward careful crafting of curriculum?</blockquote>I don't know, but I know that it's something that needs to be figured out.Penelopehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05577413050164476723noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8216799050256639179.post-90889609533272967322008-07-16T21:24:00.003-04:002008-07-24T19:09:18.147-04:00The end of summer break...It's been a while. Honestly, after school let out I just needed a break from anything and everything to do with education. I've had a great month of vacationing, visiting and being visited, et cetera, and now I'm hopefully refreshed enough for the next round.<br /><br />When I was still a student, mid-July would still be early summer break. I would still feel like I had all the time in the world until I had to think about school again. Instead, my summer break is about to come to an end. On Monday, I start the first session of classes for my master's program. I'm excited!<br /><br />In preparation, we have a variety of assignments. Right now I'm reading Critical Pedagogy by Joan Wink. I shan't bore you with my reading journal (half of it is scribbled in the book anyway) but I do have a couple of thoughts to share:<br /><br />1) I like being a student! I was sitting on the couch, scribbling a note onto a sticky after highlighting a bit of text and I looked up and said "This is fun." I miss reading and engaging with texts on my level when I'm teaching, and I miss the feeling I get when I'm learning and making connections. It's still there, sometimes, but there's so much more going on.<br /><br />2) How did I get to be so good at being a student? I've been trying to figure out where and when and how I learned all these skills that so many of my students still lack as 10th graders, partly so I can figure out how to help them be better students. The hardest things for me to teach are the ones I don't remember having to learn. I know I learned them at some point, but...?Penelopehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05577413050164476723noreply@blogger.com2